At sixteen years of
age, I began the dangerous journey of exploring
psychedelic drugs.
A bad L.S.D. trip resulted in daily,
excruciating headaches.
To deal with the pain, I started to use
painkillers, tranquilizers, cannabis and alcohol. Five hazy years of my life were
devoted to escaping pain through drugs.
I become more reckless
in my drug use.
With callous disregard for my life, I
injected a syringe full of P.C.P.
It was a dangerous dose.
This injection severely damaged my kidneys,
increasing my pain level.
Anger and self-hatred turned to hardened
resentment.
I hated the world, but I had no one to
blame but me.
Seven years after my
first experience with drugs, I was forced to live
with the consequences of the abuse to my body.
My short-term memory was nonexistent.
My skin was a sickly yellow.
I was constantly tired.
My kidneys burned with pain, my leg muscles
would spasm and ache while standing.
As my job required working on ladders for
long hours, I lost my job!
It was a dark, dismal, depressed and
hopeless existence.
Finally, with no other
way out, I got down on my knees in prayer and
surrendered my life to God. I repented, gave Him my life
and asked Christ to enter my heart.
At that moment, nothing happened but five
hours later the sound of angels rejoicing
penetrated deeply into my cold heart.
I would never be the same.
Everything changed.
I had a burning fire inside.
For the first time, I had purpose, meaning
and connection.
I started a new exploration of the
spiritual world.
Joining a Christian youth group, I made new
friends who did not use drugs and supported me
through my recovery.
I used my experience to help others not go
down the same path.
I spoke before thousands of students in
high schools about the dangers of drug abuse and
many made commitments to stop using drugs.
Life now had meaning
and purpose, but my body and soul were still
damaged.
I was still sick. Years of drug abuse had
devastated my health.
When I heard about fasting, I was at the
point where I was willing to try anything.
I discovered a book called Rational Fasting
describing how a dying man had returned to health.
Not only had he overcome a fatal illness
through a strict vegetarian diet and fasting, his
newfound health surpassed the vitality of his
youth. For me, the message shouted out
hope.
I continued to study
and found books on juice fasting.
As a teen, I had tried water fasting and
ended up vomiting over the toilet on the third
day.
Juice fasting made sense.
I bought a cheap juicer and started
experimenting.
My favorite was cantaloupe juice.
Second was honeydew and third was my veggie
combination of carrots, apples, lemons, celery and
beet.
After several short juice fasts of three-to-seven
days, over a one-year period, I felt better
physically and mentally.
The benefits of these short fast encouraged
me. I
started working out in the gym and eating
healthier.
My body healed enough to return to work but
I was still tiredstanding on ladders caused
intense pain in my legs.
A thirty-day juice
fast was the turning point in my life.
The first few days were difficult, but as I
continued I felt much better. At the twentieth day of the
fast, I started working fourteen hours per day at
hard, physical labor in the hottest summer
weather.
I climbed the ladders with ease.
My energy level greatly increased.
There were other
improvements as the fast went on.
I needed less sleep, my mind cleared, and
my memory was now functioning.
Leg muscles returned to health, and back
pain lessened due to the healing of my kidneys,
leaving me a virile, young man.
My life radically
changed!
For the first time in years, I was pain
free.
Instead of suffering, it became a joyous
experience.
The healing came like water to a parched,
drought-stricken heart. The thirty days of fasting on
juice was a miracle that changed my life.
Not only was my health renewed, but I also
experienced vitality, energy and clarity of mind,
and the aging process was radically reduced.
The fast renewed my passion for life and
deepened my relationship with God.
Next to becoming a Christian, this fast had
the second greatest impact on my life.
To go from sickness to
health in 30 days was more than I believed
possible.
Changes so dramatic demanded answers and
that hunger for understanding birthed the writing
you now hold in your hand.
I wanted to understand why fasting healed
so powerfully and how to support that healing
through diet.
I wanted to help others who had health
problems.
Although I could not spell or type, and had
almost no writing skills, a burning passion kept
me going.
After the fast, I
faced new challenges.
Fasting was easy compared to trying to stay
on a healthy diet.
My compulsive-addictive nature changed
forms.
My war was now with food.
Little did I know this was the start of a
five-year war with food addiction!
After the fast, it became even more
important to eat healthy, as the fasting had
drastically increased my sensitivity to harmful
foods.
The wonderful, clean feeling of the fast
faded as I entered the world of eating.
I started studying nutrition books to know
what to eat and how to eat in order to support the
benefits I had received from the fast. This led to
the books Gods Perfect Diet and Gods Banquet
Table.
Even with this knowledge, I still wrestled
with compulsive eating. I decided the problem demanded
serious study and effort.
I studied books on weight-loss,
self-esteem, addiction, coping with failure, goal
setting, and every resource I could get my hands
on to understand my inability to control my
behavior.
I started the book, Eating In Freedom, and
by the end, I was free.
Yet, even with that knowledge, the road
through life brought many challenges and failures
came and went.
I now know that lifes journey has many
imperfections and know that humility is the only
response to grace for we all fail.
In looking back to my
discovery of fasting and the healing that
followed, I see that it was not an accident. All
knowledge and healing comes from God. Whether
healing comes through a miracle, modern medicine,
or through natural means such as herbs,
supplements or diet, He is the Source. The Great
Physician! The attention to detail involved in the
intricate process of healing displays His heart
and character. I can only stand in humility and
awe. May this writing become part of His gift to
you.
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