Progress Report ID-8339 by Tanja

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• Tanja 32 years old female, weighing 91 kg / 200.2 lbs, 71 in /180.34 cm tall, Germany DE

• Doing 21 days of Water Fasting. Starting February 24, 2011

• Reasons for Fasting:
  I was overweight my whole life and I can't live like this anymore. I have so much clutter in my life, I am lazy and I am weak. I want to feel like 10 again, when I was running around and playing all day long, never caring about food, being light and free. I gained weight when my family moved from Russia to Germany. All of a sudden I had no friends, the language was difficult and all the new food was perfect to comfort me. I ate so much, I ballooned to 300 pounds by the age of 25. I managed to lose weight with crash diets and starving, so that I am at 91 kg now, which is 180 pound. I want to be 140 pounds, so I would love to do a water fast to lose the 40 pounds and start all over. I want to clean myself from so many things from the past that hurt me, things, I can't deal with, finding a job I love and feeling ME again.

• Past Fasting Experience:
  I did a fast from Thursday to Monday (today) and I fainted about 10 times. I spent the weekend at home, drinking gallons of water, but my body is killing me. My body doesn't want me to change anything, he holds on to the fat and to the emotions like its dying. I want to release the toxic waste, the rotten memories, the garbage of my life. I want to be strong and start on thursday again, today I ate, because I couldn't get up, my stomach hurt like hell and my eyes did see blackness. I passed out all the time, so I had to eat to be able to go to work. But I am stronger then my body! I am not a slave of my body and my past anymore, do you hear me, body? Why don't you eat the 36 % of the fat in you?

• Present Diet:
  Water fasting, in the morning a cup of coffee, I can't and don't want to live without coffee.

• Supplements:
  Multivitamin capsules, zinc capsules and Vitamin C capsules

• Relevant Medical History:
  Depression.

• Present Medication or Drug Usage:
  Citalopram, 40 grams daily

• State of Mind:
  Sad. Very sad.

• Limitations:
  My body. It hates being without food and refuses to eat the fat.

• Questions:
  How can I help myself with fainting, passing out and be able to walk through the day?